I haven’t had a lot of time to post on here as often as I should. I’ve been on an emotional/mental rollercoaster, and I’ve been occupied with a lot of other things going on in my personal life. A lot of things are happening right now, and I have pretty much been occupied with navigating such major shifts in my life:
1. I just got a new job, and finally one in my desired field: I got a job in which I am able to do what I love to do, which is writing. This has been the goal since I graduated from college, and now that I’ve achieved it, I have been on an emotional high. I have been preoccupied with measuring my commute, getting my background check done, etc. It’s a very exciting new adventure.
2. Battling with depression: I’ve been struggling with negative thoughts about myself and the world — That I will never find love, that the world will never get better. So I’ve been on an emotional roller coaster of highs and lows. One day I’m up, the next minute, I’m down.
I’ve been feeling pushed and pulled in so many different directions, but the challenge in this season is staying grounded in who I am. I can’t lose my spiritual anchor, it’s the only thing keeping me from falling apart.